495. Mrs Dalloway Re-visited
To me that was the paramount in the art of writing, the most congenial way for an author’s expression, an experience to undertake fully.
So,
I embarked on “Mrs Dalloway” which left me tasteless. That’s because at
seventeen, no matter how much fire and passion you have for an art form, if you
haven’t the patience to plough through endless details; pointless and aimless,
you soon tire enough of such a book: because that’s what “Mrs Dalloway”
is all about – an inordinate attention to details – trivial, superfluous
and leading nowhere: just like the characters of that same book.
None
of the characters have a vocation, none have a meaningful life. None of them care
about anyone else except perhaps for Peter or Lucrezia; a foreign
girl who worries about her husband, Septimus, who doesn’t deserve her
concern because he is too involved with his own self-centeredness to care
anything about life anymore. Whilst the former, Peter, a reckless piece
of work, is a man who returns from India for Clarissa Dalloway’s party since
he is infatuated with her; but also seeking a divorce in order to marry an
Officer’s wife with two children. Yes, one can say Peter is a man of strong
emotions which seem to spring however, from a desire to satisfy his own ego and
self-indulgence.
Yet,
in this giving importance to meaningless details, Virginia Woolf’s writing is
beautiful. She describes all this hopelessness, all this triviality and
nothingness with melodic, poetical sounds that make even total emptiness seem
precious.
It
is in this incarnation with preciousness of meaningless details that Virginia
Woolf’s world is made up of. It is in this wealthy, early 20th Century
English society whose motivation for existence was to justify their pedestrian,
superficial life style, that through her pen Virginia Woolf paints with an
accurate eye the futility in absolute of such existence.
Feelings
are flat, emotions never reach a peak, the majority do what is expected of them
without any kind of deviation permitted and this is reflected in the character
of Clarissa Dalloway, perfectly.
By
marrying Richard, she marries stability, certainty – barring joy,
excitement, extasy that she would have experienced with Peter. But then Clarissa
could never possibly handle joy, excitement, extasy but above all,
uncertainty.
No!
Better a life whose whole reason for being is the outcome of a party – the consequences
of which lead to self-destruction - as Virginia Woolf’s own life confirms:
committing suicide at the age of fifty-nine.

